You can't do it all on your own

So, out of all the things I have learned from pledge; trust me there has been so many already, the biggest thing is I have learned that I can't do everything by myself. If you know me then you know that I have had a problem with trusting people to help me with different things. I will be honest this comes mainly from me having the fear of yet another person letting me down. So I developed this habit of doing things all on my own. It seemed like it was much easier that way. But I know that God has made it apparent to me through pledge that this is something that has to be dealt with if I am going to truly move in Him. I am going to be starting a prayer group sometime soon. God has instilled in me a vision for it, but he has called me not to be the sole head of the group but to find others and minister into them, and allow them to minister into me, so together we can lead this group. God has had to help me build confidence in others, and to be willing to share responsibilities with others. I can honestly say that deciding to pledge, had showed me things that I need to deal with that otherwise I may have ignored if not through the experience. Whether or not I get in is yet to be determined, but even if I do not make it i am still thankful for the exp I have gained from the process.

Love you guys,

Big Ron