Do You Ever Wonder

So as you guys know if you read my blog, there are so many things that go on in my head. I think about alot, actually sometimes I just zone in and start processing things and forget about where I am at times. Like I will be at work, working physically, but I will also be reflecting and pondering at the same time. It is hard to describe but thats ok.

One thing I think about often is friends. Like I wonder, sometimes why I have the friends I have. Throughout Highschool my best friends were not Christians. It's that plain and simple. I often wonder what if they were, because I know they would be some jam up Christians. We choose our friends based on qualities that they have that are similar to the ones that we have. So I wonder how can they have the same qualities as me but not be Christians? That is why I say they would be great Christians. Still today they are so loyal, don't talk bad about me, and are supportive. I don't know what I would do without my best friend. He supported me with the change in school, even making the comment "Ron, I want to see what the real Pastor Ron is going to look like." That meant a lot to me, even if he did not realize it.

I have been having this feeling in my spirit. Like something big is about to happen. I don't know what it is, I do have some ideas, but only time will tell. I love this feeling though, even though I can't really express it. I can only think of those words spoken over me at the youth conference, and I am excited about it. Let's go! Get pumped! It's time for leaders in God's army to arise.

So much is going through my head right now. I move in at CSU on Tuesday. I am super stoked, ready to see how God is going to use me while I am there. I am going to be leading a Bible Study, which is going to be good. I am also thinking about joining the Christian Frat there. So much to think about, so little time. That is all for now

love you guys,

Big Ron