Passing Time

So I went home this weekend like I said in my last post... but I decided that I would drive back this morning to come back to Columbia. On the way I did so much thinking, honestly I don't know if I have ever done as much thinking as I did this morning. One thing that took up most of my time was just thinking about how fast college is going by. It seems like just yesterday I was in high school, and my first year of college has sped by. I wonder if all of them will be just as fast. I am excited about my future, (what God is and is going to be doing) but in a way I want to slow it down. I want to enjoy these college years, I want to enjoy being a "kid" as long as I can. But as most of your know, really have not been able to be a "kid" in my life because of situations and stuff, but college has given me that opportunity to experience things that I should have been able to do during my earlier teenage years. But it's cool, I realize that I have been through everything that I have been through for a reason. It has made me so much stronger, as a person. But to be honest again there is only so much that Big Ron can take. Don't even think for a min that I am saying that I am week...I have had to carry a lot of stuff that most adults could not carry. So it took me a while to realize that it is okay to give it to God, or to seek help from friends; that I should not have to go through it alone. I believe that as prideful humans we all struggle with this. I can even break it down more for you; as a male in a society that teaches us to always be strong, and to not show emotion we are taught to deal with things ourselves. It shouldn't be like this though, so if you are reading this I am saying that it is okay to seek out help. This is all for now

Big Ron